Happy Anniversary, My Guardian Angels.

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if she was still here, today will be their 30th year of wedding.

we will wake up early in the morning, and get dressed, and dress her up, and make her look even more beautiful than she already was.

we will trick abah into some 'i-need-to-buy-things' tactic, and force him to take us out, all of us. 

we will take them to the shopping mall, with mama on her red wheelchair, which she loved so much, and buy them presents that they had never wished for.

we will treat them to lunch, and talk about their first meeting, how he fell for her, and how she fell for him.

we will ask them about the tough time of raising us, and most probably they will never tell us everything, except the parts that'll make us feel better.

we'll take them on a walk near the lake, and have thousands of pictures taken for memories.

and spend the rest of our days talking about the future, who'll be the next one going down the aisle, and where we'll end up one day.

she'll praise us how lucky she is to have children like us, and he'll smile without a word, agreeing every single thing that she said.

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the last time we did all that was two years ago, and the last wedding anniversary for mama was on the 28th year of their wedding.

i'll celebrate several events every year in my life; my family's birthdays, weddings, and its anniversary.

and i've been celebrating the 7th Dec every single year for almost 17 years, so it's kinda hard to forget about it now. 

yet, i don't know to whom i'm going to wish the happiness for, since abah has remarried, and it'll hurt him if i wish it to him without his other half next by his side.

still, i wanna celebrate this day. 

to my guardian angels, who brought me into life, and never give up in making me a human,

thank you.

i may have been the worst child ever, yet you guys never told me i'm the worst.

i've crushed your hearts so many times, yet you guys were still there for me through almost everything.

thank you, for never hating me.

thank you, for never doubting me.

thank you, for accepting me as who i am.

thank you, thank you just thank you,

for loving me without a limit.

we may marry, and divorce, and marry again, changing our spouses, and our lovers.

but there will be only one father, and only one mother for us.

appreciate them while you still can.

happy anniversary, my guardian angels. under your wings i've grown to be human.